Monday, April 29, 2013

HEY EVERYONE!!!!
Attached is a group photo, one of the Hermanas, and one of the Elders. (Obviously) Im pretty much in the very middle, lookin freaky, and my companion (Hermana Mathews) is on the top right in the purple shirt with short blonde hair. Shes great, but I definitely think shes my companion because I need to learn and practice patience. She is constantly asking me if I think its ok to drink her water after her finger touched the lid, and if she touches the floor if she'll get a disease. Its a little taxing on my well being, bless her heart. Shes pretty intense and we dont have a ton in common, but I'm doing my best to love her, encourage her, and work well with her.
Our district is great though! There are four sets of hermanas and 2 sets of Elders. All the girls are going to my mission besides one. (Hermana Ross) We love her anyway! She is so funny! Her and I are going to see if we can go the whole 6 weeks at the MTC without shaving our legs. So far, so good. HA! Theres not time anyway. We really all get along pretty well though. So thats good. I can already see each of us growing spiritually and learning the language. I'm getting the hang of Spanish a little more. I feel like I can understand it pretty well, but speaking it is a whole other story. It'll come though. Thats what they all keep promising us around here. Spanish will come! So I put my main focus in studying the scriptures. Our teachers name is Hermano Lopez. Hes a return missionary and served in Puerto Rico. Hes so great and knows the scriptures SO WELL! I cant wait to be like that. Our MTC president, Pres. Nycolayson told us we need to be our first convert, and I know I still have a lot to learn.
We taught our first real investigator though! The second day we were here!!! IN SPANISH. Well, spanglish, but we're getting there. His name is Albin and he is kindof interning here while going to school. One of the deals with the nonmembers who work here is that they have to take the lessons. The great thing about Albin though is that he WANTS to. He has already come so far in just a few days. He has prayed with us and on his own, read parts of the book of mormon, and wants to continue taking the lessons from the "real missionaries" since today is our last day with him. The best part is that while we are teaching him, he is teaching us so much in return. SO cool. We also went to La Casa de Cray today. I dont know what the Cray means, but anyway, its this house by the MTC where will be meeting with more real investigators. Today, we just practiced with some of the teachers that work here. But wow. It was amazing to see how much Spanish I knew without really knowing I knew that much! I dont know if that even makes sense.
Yesterday was PDay, which was so amazing. Something to definitely look forward to. And then email is Wednesdays from 1;30 to 2:30. But PDAY... we went to the Temple in the morning and did an english session. It was so great just to go there and feel calm for once. The temple is so beautiful and so so small. There isnt a chapel, you just go wait in the session room until it starts, and it fit like 20 people. Then we just had time to clean, do laundry and write hand written letters and NAP. Thank goodness for that nap!!!! Then, last night, we had a devotional by James B Martino of the 70. Such a powerhouse! He is amazing! He taught us so much! Go forth and serve, be obedient and open your mouth! His wife, Hermana Martino talked a lot about obedience. She said " obedience brings blessings, but perfect obedience brings miracles. (Like learning spanish in basically 5 minutes!)
The first day was so hard, and so long. The plane ride from SLC to LA was rough and I almost puked because I forgot to take that motion sickness pill. But I held it together. There were probably like 30 of us on that flight and then like 50 maybe from LA to Guatemala. We got here about 6am and just hit the ground running from there. It was intense and long and emotionally taxing, but I made it through. The girls here said "make it through the first day, and then the first week, and you'll be fine.) I am fine!!! Its still hard, and I'm still adjusting, but its coming.
The Gospel is True. I'm here for a reason. The Lord loves each of us. The spanish will come!
WOO!
Hermana Ludlow
PS we dont have our cameras because the missonaries before us were using them innapropriately I guess. But we get them when we go to the Marketpace in two weeks.
LOVE YOU ALL:
 
 



 
 
 
 
Hola from Guatamala
 
Normally I will have more time to write on P-Days, but today I just
have 15 minutes to check in. Just wanted to let you know that I am
here safe and sound.Our plane got into Guatemala City at about 6 am
and we hit the ground running. The MTC here is so tiny compared to
Provo but I love it. Honestly, I already know with confidence that
this is where I´,m supposed to be. When we were sitting in the LAX
airport (after a bumpy flight from SLC... No chunks were blown, though
it was a close call.) I just felt so at peace. My companion is so
sweet and nice. Her name is Hermana Mattews and I feel like she is my
little sister. We are so so different, but I feel like thats good
because we have so much to learn from eachother. Wow. This is the true
work. Today has been quite long, but it feels right still. "I´m tired,
but I¨m happy." is what Ive been saying all day just trying to soak it
all in. So far, basic spanish and orientations are what weve been
doing all day. The president and his wife are so great and he is so
powerful. I already love them. Miss you guys, but this is where Im
supposed to be. I dont have one doubt about that. Dont worry about me.
Im happy. Love all of you so much. (Sorry this is scatter brained)
-Hermana Ludlow


Thursday, March 28, 2013

Entrusted with that small red box
I cautiously revisit its contents
And for a short moment
I no longer feel insignificant




Friday, October 26, 2012

This isn't pretty poetry.

I keep the window open
She tells me what she's feeling
Neither of us worried
Because she's funny that way
I'd never have to ask
And neither does she
Enveloped in a grey haze
She hurls herself through the screen
And collects in pools along my windowsill
I keep the window open
Because afterall, 1/6 is a generous amount of pie

Monday, August 20, 2012

Give me a few whys

I could be the person you want me to be,
If you'd just let me.
Instead I'll be the person I want to be,
Because I'm finding out that's enough for me.

Friday, August 10, 2012

(Sigh) I needed that.

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

          A poem attributed to Mother Theresa. 

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

If a picture's worth a thousand words....

then I'd say this one's worth two thousand.


Happy Best Friends Day
to my best friend
who's seen me at my best
and definitely at my worst
Thanks for always being there for me